A song that makes me feel a reflection.

Yahi ishq di marzi hain

yahi rab di marzi hain

tere bin jina kaisa

kya khudgarzi hai

tune kya kar daala

mar gayi main

mit gayi main

teri deewani ... teri deewani..

I have been listening to the 'Teri Diwani' from Kailasa multiple times. It simply shows me the conflict within. I am reminded of Chanchal's redention of Bulle Shah's kaafi, years ago. ( from film bobby).

Aag se ishq baraabar dono

Par paani aag bujhaaye

Aashiq ke jab aansoo nikle

Aur agan lag jaaye

When someone is love, cries, it even burns more...

Tere saamne baithke rona

Dil ka dukhda nahin kholna

Dholna, ve mein nahin bolna

( I will not cry in front of you, I will not tell you my pains, I will not speak to you )

Isnt this what you meant to say that day?