Its not too bad to feel bad ... I guess

Over a period of time, I had trained myself not to react to things that made me feel bad about anything. This helped me to keep peace in myself, as well as around me. Slowly, this training turned into a habit, and then a characterstic that I got associated with.

These days, I am trying to unlearn it. To move ahead, I guess it is ok to react to things that make us feel bad. It is ok feel pain, it is ok to get hurt and it is ok to ..... move ahead.

Yet, it is not so ok to nurture bad feelings. I would stay away from that.

Tanha

Wo bhi tanha, mein bhi tanha,
bhir mein har shaqs tanha;
Raat ke aagosh mein,
Kat ta hai ab waqt tanha.

Ungliyon ko yaad hai wo,
uske haatho ki chuuan;
Dhund ke chhat jaane pe.
Dekha apna haath tanha

Being Alone in crowd

It is odd, yet true.
Sometimes, my own very personal weakness is my biggest support system.
I depend on it as if for each drop of glucose that runs in my artries and veins, for my daily dose of enegry.
The route is still through the heart.


Kabhi dekho man nahi jaage,
Peechhe peechhe sapno ke bhaage
Ek din sapno ka raahi
chalaa jaaye sapno ke aage kahan

Zindagi......... Kaise hai paheli hai...


Jinhone sajaaye yaha mele
Sukh-dukh sang-sang jhele
Wahi chunkar khaamoshi
yoon chali jaaye akele kahan