Aisa kyun hota hai?

Duniya jise kehte hai, jaadu ka khilona hai
mil jaye to mitti hai, kho jaye tau sona hai.

This morning seems worse than yesterday. The hollow feeling in voice made me sink deeper. The voice on the other side sounded like a hollow iron pillar, strong yet coreless. Deely hurt, bravely stood up.
Life has its own ways to teach maths. One plus one may not make one, as lovers believe. It will always be two. Individual identities.

hope for a better life, live a balanced today and learn from past.

For Your Eyes Only :)

Nails in my coffin

Why the hell do i love hammering nails into my coffin?


And yes, it is not what I could not do,

It is about what someone claims to do ..

The nails in the coffin refer to the learning that changed it all in one statement.
- I am no one to say anything about people because i am even worse. I do worse things so I have no right to point a finger on anyone.

Guess, I must clean myself before I call someone to be on the 'not so right' side of life.
And if I cannot, I must shut up.

I did things assuming we were on the same side of a line, testing waters.

Sides are changing. It seems so.

Utility and Futility: The two sides of the same coin.

Tonight, something changed in me, for good i guess.

I felt the tug of was inside me, about the utility and futility of the same emotion.

Utility is always stronger than futility, it took me forty years to understand.

May the stronger side prove its utility and win.

Emotions, no matter how strong, if useless, will give way to more useful emotions, the practical way.

This does not affect my feelings, but it sure affects my actions. I would love to be much more controled now.